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I feel like I am loosing my mind. The depression is so oppressive and is distorting my thoughts and feelings so thoroughly that I can’t tell my head from my ass. It was so clear on Sunday that my job was the issue and what was needed to be done to clear up the stress and sorrow from my life. Now I don’t trust myself to think rationally at all. And I’m hallucinating. Nothing grand just seeing the occasionally movement out the corner of my eye. Like a mouse or an insect has run out of sight. I’m overdue for an eye exam so I’ll do that to rule out anything physical but this happens occasionally so I’m not expecting them to find anything wrong.

I am also having trouble getting to sleep and when I do I wake up around three and can’t get back to sleep. Trazadone helps but who wants to take another pill?